I need stitches

I cut myself last night, on my wrist. 3 or 4 of the cuts are really deep and I definitely need(ed) stitches on two of them - I could see the white fat tissue, and the slits are gaping open. It's been 24 hours now so it's too late for stitches. These scars are going to be giant. :(

I'm getting scared of myself again.. and embarassed, I'm going to have some giant scars right on my wrist and I'm going to have to make excuses when people ask how I did it. I'm pretty fucking mad at myself right now for causing more hideous scars.