I've had a couple of beers,
and I really want to cut right now.
Why do I like it so much?
It's difficult - because it hurts, but I can do it.
Maybe that's why.
Also, I like how it looks when I bleed.
And be it because of the booze or the advil I took,
I can't feel how much my wrist already hurts anymore.
I should probably stop drinking alone.
My God I want to cut right now.